My Virtual Diary

Wait a minute… I have to change gears muna.  After all my debate and argumentation with my boyfriend (who happened to be a lawyer), I need to shift my brain to Math!  I was not as excellent in this field but they were interesting in my hi-skul and college years…  Can’t wait to put up my own business na as part-time (with a more than a full-time’s income).  Pressured na pressured ako.  Para bang pasan ko ang mundo.  Dati magaan naman ang pakiramdam ko.  It’s like na nde play ang work ko, nde na play ang skul ko, nde play ang lablayp ko, nde play ang rest and recreation ko.  Parang feeling ko lahat ay pabigat.  Ano bang nangyari saken?  I think I’m bogging down na.  I feel like really helping myself but I’m helpless.  Parang low-morale ako at windang na.  I want to come out.  I want to unload.  Kabibili ko lang ng gamot kasi sumisikip na ang dibdib ko.  Sabog ako kung kakausapin.  Oh my….  Feeling ko, my world is getting smaller.  =(