I know that there is internet anywhere in the world. I know I can make blog entries anytime, anywhere.
However, I choose not to make blog entries anymore. Forget all my postings. Let me start from scratch again.
Bye everyone. Thanks for the time reading my blogs. I hope I have shared with you a little part of me. I am not dying anyway. I just want to stop making blog entries. Not anymore………
Yours truly,
Darl
Soon I will be missing my happy nights or shall I say my happy dawns. I know that that dreary day will come very SOON. I will soon be experiencing the headaches of the day. Goodbye to dreaming at nights. Goodbye to gimmicks and out-of-town trips at dawn (weekdays yun huh). Goodbye to sipping coffee and roaming around the metro during dawn. Nonetheless I still have a few nights left to cherish. I did not expect that my September would be this very serious. Many things happened. I did not expect. Really. Good that things were kept in balance (somehow). This month is terrible for me. But I am not as terribly depressed as the first time. My emotional muscles are already immune. I concede that there are just things not meant to be. Gosh. There were ways naman sana to avoid things to happen eh. Pero nangyari na ang nangyari. Stress is always a powerful depressant and demoralizer. Stress includes events,people and associations. To fight back stress, I need to be a robot. Why robot? Because a robot has no feelings! Alam nyo yun?
On the other side of my story, there is elation. Instead of being hilarious, I am keeping my composure (though deep inside my heart is jumping and shouting for joy!) I believe that not all things are given to me in golden (or silver or whatever hi class material) spoon. Prayer and hard work are the main spices of getting what you want. Everything started last February. (Hahaha, buntis ako ngaun. ShhhJ) I was like a bee then flying back and forth Luzon-Visayas-Mindanao for compliance purposes. I was so invigorated that month. Yung tipong may adrenaline rush sa katawan. Walang pagod. Hahamakin lahat, makuha lang ang gusto; when there is a will, there is a way. Then suddenly, the doors closed. I was like carrying the whole world. Nakakapagod yung ginawa ko no! Tapos yun pala ang mapapala ko?
I knew I needed rest (not physical but intellectual). To ease, I indulged myself in out-of-town trips EVERY weekend! North-south-west-east of Luzon area. Sorry. Ganun ako pag-depressed eh. Nagbyabyahe. Magastos noh? Wehehehe. “Make the most of it” was my motto for the moment. And see? My NOF (network of friends) is expanding! Nice and soooo touching! Enjoy ako! Wholesome ang goodtime ko. Hehehehe.
Have you heard Green Day’s song entitled Wake Me Up when September Ends? I heard it. I saw the video. I have been awake since September began. I will be more awake when September ends. Here comes again October. I look forward to a goodbye and a hello; sadness and happiness, boredom and challenges, excess “baggage” and “handcarries”. I will be leaving…………
Wanna hear a soothing song? Listen to Barbie Amalbis’ “Just A Smile”. Maraming nagagawa ang smile…
